The Start
Something just isn’t quite right…
I am staring at the head of the Verrazano-Narrows Bridge just moments away from the start of the 40th running of the New York City Marathon. On my left is a Grey Line double-decker tour bus which is being used today as a spectator station for VIPs. On my right, a couple of Italian runners are taking pictures of themselves with a throwaway camera. Although I’ve been exactly here for three consecutive years (and 4 out of the last 5), here feels somewhat awkward and uncomfortable to me this morning. A part of me wonders why. Maybe it’s the warm and wet air that is not agreeing with me. Or maybe I’m just not used to marathon day without pain. Or I’m missing my teammates and friends who are almost all starting in the later waves. Or I’m just anxious to find out if my 16 wk, 50 mpw training plan will translate to a sub-3 today. I haven’t got a clue. Luckily, there’s that whole other part of me that just don’t care. All it wants to do is just run and let the anxieties take care of themselves.
Mile 1 – 7:23; Mile 2 – 6:20; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:51
Mile 3 – 6:42; Mile 4 – 6:42; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:47
Mile 5 – 6:45; Mile 6 – 6:44; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:46
Mile 7 – 6:42; Mile 8 – 6:45; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:45
Mile 9 - 6:46; Mile 10 – 6:45; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:45
Against this back drop of minor insecurity, I hear the Howitzer fire, old Frank (Sinatra) in the air, follow the masses across the starting lines and begin my epic journey into the streets of New York City.
Mile 1 – 7:23; Mile 2 – 6:20; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:51
I was eager to stretch out my legs and start running once I crossed the starting mats. Unfortunately, some of my neighbors were not. I had not run more than 5 feet before I found myself behind a slew of older folks moving at slower than a walking pace. I had to literally turn my body sideways in order to avoid slamming into them. A few seconds later, I find myself again behind a trio of heavy-set ladies walking (yes, walking) side-by-side onto the bridge, waving to the cameras and themselves as if they had not a care in the world. Although I am one for taking things slow at the beginning of a marathon, walking in mile 0.25 is utterly ridiculous. Not only so, but weren’t colors, corrals and waves instituted to avoid such disasters? What are these walkers and slow joggers doing here anyway? I feel my pulse and blood pressure start to rise as I fought the urge to weave and bob climbing the Verrazano. Calm yourself Lam, calm yourself, I told myself as I patiently waited for opportunities to pass folks who obviously did not have the same agenda for this race as me. You can’t claim victory in a marathon in mile 1, but you can definitely blow your chances and lose it! Things continued in the same manner for much of that first mile for me. I was a bit frustrated but not overly concerned when I checked my split at the end of mile one. Although the time was more than thirty seconds off my goal pace (6:50), it was still eight seconds faster than last year when I started with a 7:30 mile one and finished with a 6:57 final pace. I decide that given the scope of disasters that can happen in mile one, if this can be considered the worst part of the marathon for me, this will be one helluva race! (I didn’t find out until long after that race that some of the charity runners got preferred starts and began the race right behind the elites and professional runners. Again, utterly ridiculous!)
Mile two was all about finding space, running fast, controlling speed, and making up time as my neighbors and I make the long downhill entrance off the bridge into the borough of Brooklyn. It was opening up some now and I was scared that I was running a bit too fast. I didn’t dare to check the Garmin mid-mile for fear it would growl back angrily. Instead, I bargained with my body to allow gravity to do as much of the work as possible and just rolled off the bridge as fast and as effortless as I could.
Mile 3 – 6:42; Mile 4 – 6:42; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:47
A sign hung on the first telephone pole off the Verrazano welcomes me to Brooklyn. This is unofficially officially the start of the race for me. An early crowd is already forming along the streets, trying to cheer as enthusiastically as they can. Most of the spectators here are trying to juggle their signs, their props, and their early morning coffee as they await the arrival of their runner. After registering the split from the last downhill mile and realizing now that I’m back on pace, I measure out my stride and begin to run in earnest.
My game plan for this race is to build about 1:00-1:30 cushion at the half way point by running steady 6:45s, or about 5 seconds faster than goal pace (6:50), then aim to maintain goal pace until mile 20-22, and then coast to the finish with whatever I got left. Since I’ve never been a negative-splitter and this course is notoriously difficult to negative split anyway, due to the all the bridges and hills populating the second half of the race, I figured aiming for an even effort run would give me the my greatest chance of success. Now, as I carefully and purposefully slow a bit to establish a comfortable and relaxed pace that I would carry for the first half of the race, I suddenly realize that my strategy for sub-3 is strikingly similar to my race plan from last year, when I had no specific time goal in mind – Run first ten miles with your head, the next ten miles with your legs, and the last 10K with your heart! I decide right then I will once again adopt that mantra as my strategy for this marathon.
Mile 5 – 6:45; Mile 6 – 6:44; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:46
Further along in 4th Avenue, the atmosphere is beginning to turn more festive. A pair of little kids still dressed in their leftover fairy clothes from a Halloween party last night are holding out their hands, expecting acknowledgement from the sideline runners while an older couple is busy distributing cups of water and paper towels to all who will oblige. A high school band is playing the Rocky theme song in the background while the conductor is urging the crowd to cheer on the runners. I’ve been hearing a smattering of “Looking good, Lam!” and “Way to go, Lam!” since my first steps off the bridge but the accents seem to have acquired a more international flavor the further along I travel into Brooklyn. I have never run a race with my name printed so prominently on my race shirt before so this marathoning above obscurity is new and completely foreign to me. I reciprocated the shouts of encouragement with a wave or a thanks until they became so constant that I was unable to keep up. Somewhere along the fifth mile, I see a “Go Flyers!” sign off to the side and I couldn’t help but pump my fist in acknowledgment. In the sixth mile, someone shouts “Go Laminator” and I almost pull a neck muscle turning my head back fast to find the paparazzi who’s identified me. Although I was trying hard to run within myself and maintain even mile splits and an even effort through this early section of the course, the jubilant cheers from the crowd and the sideline watch for fans and friends made things a bit tougher than I had anticipated.
Mile 7 – 6:42; Mile 8 – 6:45; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:45
The journey up Fourth Avenue is nearing it’s end. I can see the Williamsburg Savings Bank now not so far off in the distance. I pass by a couple of Flyer guys who compliment me on my quick pace and relaxed form as I run by. I wish them a good race and reestablish my seemingly effortless cadence and stride. No doubt I was feeling good and had to fight hard to keep my exuberance in check. In my mind, I was making a mental checklist of all my bodily parts and functions as if I was a diagnostician in the hospital. Physically, my legs feel relaxed and strong. There was no semblance of the hamstring issues that I had in the middle of my training. My feet were comfortable in the new shoes I had bought just for this occasion - a renewed version of the Brooks Defyance 2 that I had used in Boston. My gut was comfortable with the pasta dinner the night before and the early breakfast of pastries and fruits I had this morning. My energy and hydration also seemed adequate as I took care to alternate a cup of Gatorade and water at every aid station. The only hint of trouble as far as I could see was that my mind was just a little bit off today. For some reason, it didn’t seem like it was ready for a race. Was it fatigue from the long training or was it the leftover from the intensely stressful work week I had? Mentally, I feel as if I’m on a fast paced training run instead of a goal race that I had been preparing for all summer. I turn my thoughts to the excellent pace I have already established, my good physical conditioning and the intense high mileage training I’ve done and prayed to the marathon gods that the combination will be enough to carry me across the finish line in less than 3 hours.
Mile 9 - 6:46; Mile 10 – 6:45; Avg Marathon Pace – 6:45
Fourth Avenue has come and gone. So far so good. A series of twists and turns and I’m scaling up Lafayette Ave and rolling down Bedford Ave. The change in scenery is good for me as it forces me out of the mental funk I had been in during the previous mile. It is quite loud and boisterous here with music and spectators lining the streets on both sides. I’m searching for a friend who had pre-arranged plans to meet me here. Alas, I don’t find her. Instead, my thoughts are on a couple others who were out here last year but won’t be cheering me today because they are somewhere behind me running in this race! It was a year long struggle trying to be a good coach and helping them train for their first marathons even as I’m preparing myself to run a good race. As I watch family and friends celebrate and congratulate their runners with multi-colored flags, tee-shirts and signs, I smile a bit knowing eventually there probably won’t be anyone left out here to cheer specifically for me if I keep motivating everyone I know to jump over the sidelines and join me in this running bonanza! Haha! Inspired by this happy revelation, I march through the ten mile marker and eagerly await what’s to come next.
20 comments:
"Run first ten miles with your head, the next ten miles with your legs, and the last 10K with your heart!"
"I smile a bit knowing eventually there probably won’t be anyone left out here to cheer specifically for me if I keep motivating everyone I know to jump over the sidelines and join me in this running bonanza!"
Love the mantra and love how you explain your eventual lack of support. So far so good Lam... keep it coming!
love your race reports and this one definitely isn't disappointing so far. cant wait for the rest of them.
I am still focused on how the charity runners were allowed to start behind the elite. How could this happen? I ran Boston for charity and I felt greatful to be able to do that, and happy to be starting last, 2 miles from the start. Anyhow, you handled that really well. Awesome pacing, and great report!
Love your statement, of running first 10 miles with your head, and the next ten with your legs, and the last ten with your heart. That would make a great t-shirt! :D I can't wait to read the next 10 mile + 6.2 report!
I love the fact that you break it up and can remember so much, BUT I hate you for making me WAIT!!!!! :) Impatient? Perhaps! :)
i never thought of how distracting the crowd support could be too...great report so far...
I'm not a fast runner obviously, but walkers three abreast make me want to shout. Is there no one who could teach them this in their fundraising/training?
they put slow charity runners before faster runners--wtf?
first several miles are great, and I can feel the excitement. more please...soon.
Ahhh the suspense!!!!
I love your race reports! Looking forward to the next parts.
Who thought putting charity runners right behind the elites would be a good idea?! WTF?! Ridiculous! Despite that, loved this! Can't wait to read the rest!!
Love the mantra and loving the suspense build up. Eagerly waiting for pt.3.
I'm surprised that NYRR would allow slower runners in the front of the pack all in the name of charity. I myself am a slow runner and I find the corral system to be fair and effective for all. For NYRR to allow this is only fostering another argument in the runner community on how slower runners cramp the styles of faster runners. *sigh* You handled it well though.
p.s. Congratulations by the way.
great report so far. looking forward to the rest! i have that mantra printed out from my marathon. sooo true!!
And then we were left waiting for more...
Hurry! Hurry! :-)
And, btw, I would have been so annoyed by the walkers. That's not right. Walkers should start separately, otherwise it isn't fair.
I got angry just reading about the charity runners getting placed in front of you all. That is a horrible move on the part of NYRR. I hope that's not something they plan on continuing every year. Glad you were able to keep your cool there, though, it would have been easy to spend too much energy getting angry and weaving.
Also, loved the part where you talk about the self-diagnosis. Isn't it funny how we do that while running races? It's almost like a separation between self and body opens up and you're able to objectively look upon your own body as a foreign element.
FINALLLLY!!:D can you tell i was psyched to read your NYCM report!! the first 10 looked good....isn't it interesting that to have an amazing race both the mind + body have to be in sync! merci....but you are SUCH a tease! :P
I nearly tripped over some walkers in mile 1 too, and wondered the same thing. It is also dangerous for them as well, being swallowed up by the crowd.
But, on the other hand, I bet they raised a whole lot of money, and that is good.
This year I didn't feel the excitement either. I was just ready to get going. You stated it much more elegantly, so maybe it was the weather. Or the morning rain.
Love your report...I can't believe you remember so much and brings me back too!
So far so good! What wonderful memories to have behind you...and so vivid. Can't way for part two. :)
Although, I must say, I hate knowing that you're disappointed (ish) in the end!
that's definitely weird about the walkers... i know there were some wave 2 people in the mix where i was. a volunteer caught two of them and tried to hold them back (not sure if she was successful or not), but i'm sure there were others.
i thought about you during my own race, figured you were done already ;)
I have a feeling those walkers were clueless about the purpose of corrals/wave starts. You have great recall for details in your races!
I am on the edge of my seat!!!
Ugh walkers like that really bug me and are notorious at some of the races out here. How do they not know to get far to the right??? And to not walk 3, 4 or 5 abreast?? Grrrrr! Glad you found your footing rather quickly though!
Okay, off to enthusiastically read part 2...
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